Winter

Winter officially starts today, although it's slightly warmer today than it has been for the past few. It's raining now but it's in tiny drops, and it's a fine cooling mist. I think I will miss this kind of rain. Never gets it in Singapore.

Hasn't rained much in autumn, so I guess it's apt that it rains on the first day of winter.

Last class for my bachelor degree in about an hour, a tutorial for Workplace Relations. I don't feel particularly happy or particularly sad; I'm more worried about studying for the exams. Certainly not like when I was in poly. There I has a tutorial group I took all my classes with. Not here, so I don't get that sense of belonging.

I can't decide whether not feeling anything is good or bad. Not feeling much of anything must be the dominant emotion of my uni life. I'm just not very excitable, even coming here for the first time last February wasn't that exciting for me.

I'm not that excited about going home anymore. I've really enjoyed learning and thinking and the thought of the tediousness of looking for a job that I am willing to accept is making me wish I could just stay here and study some more.