Heavy

Heavy rain now. It's just bloody pouring. It's raining like the way it rains in SIN. Making me miss home alittle. But actually, I think I'm missing home only because I am not not quite as enjoying myself this semester. I never had this problem.

Uni, or rather just this sem, is bringing the worst out of me again; the parts about bad tempers, impatience and perfectionism. I know that it's just that I'm not having as much fun, that I haven't been given a choice of units this sem and I'm not enjoying them as much as last sem and I'm not having as much social interaction in the classroom now.

Well, just a few more weeks, nothing to do but to just push on.

But given everything, here, I have finally had a chance for quiet, undistrubed reflection and I am more at peace with myself now than for as long back as I can remember. I'm rather more sure of myself and I'm not longer actively searching for myself now.


Another, much better, shot of my botak head. I'm enjoying this haircut. I might just keep it as long as I am here. This was something I had always wanted to do but never quite did. And in SIN I might just get mistaken as a chao REC again. Dowan that to happen.